Well it´s sunday and the night shift of Kerija is already over for about two and a half hours. But I still have a smile on my face, when I think about her, and the talks we made. And she was going on her freeday(s) with a smile on her face too. That is what makes me so happy. I miss her already, but I know I will meet her again in a few days. To all a nice sunday and especially for you Kerija :-) Greetings from germany! Michael
Good morning to everybody and especially to my favorite dealer Kerija :-) Well its friday morning and I was suffering two bad days with illness. But with some nice talks, good moments and her smile at her table I was feeling better immediatly. Therefor I have to give a big big "Thank you" to you Kerija :-) And I´m looking forward to see you on your next session. To all and especially for Kerija a very nice friday and a good start in the weekend. :-) Greetings from germany! Michael
PS: Sometimes emotions are difficult to write down, especially here in a panel. A meeting would be nice, there would be so much to talk about. But I know its impossible. So I only can say it in my words, that I like Kerija very much, and I hope I will have a lot of nice times with her at the roulette, baccarat, poker and blackjack table. See you soon Kerija:-)
Hello to all and especially to my favorite dealer Kerija :-) At her table we always talk about eating an drinking, and she told me about a special meal in Latvia named "Cold Soup". I must confess, I did not hear anything about it before, but Kerija told me the ingredients and I checked a little bit in internet...and I promise her to try to make the soup here at my home in germany. And it tasted really good. I have made a photo of that big pot, which we were eating. :-)
Perhaps someone will try it too :-) under the motto: "I really love Latvia"
By the way, sadly I missed Kerija today at the casino, although I was hurrying up after my seminar :-) But I am looking forward already to our next meeting. But now I wish Kerija some very nice freedays :-) Have a nice time, and I will think about you, and miss you.
Hello everybody, and a special hello to Kerija :-) Well after three very nice evenings with Kerija, its weekend time now and I wish Kerija all the best and cross fingers for her test. But I know she will do it very very good.
As everybody knows it would be very nice to meet dealers outside the casino, but its not allowed, so you can only dream about it, and perhaps dreams will come true some times. It would be nice to go on a walk with her, or only sit in a nice café and have a long talk. By the way café: In autumn time I finished my puzzle with a white cup of coffee, two pieces of sugar and a lot of beans on it. It was not easy to finish it, but finally I made it, and every time I look at the puzzle, I am thinking to drink a cup of coffee with Kerija :-) Here is the photo of the puzzle
Well as I said, perhaps some times that dream will come true. :-)
I wish everybody a nice weekend time, and especially to Kerija too. Have a good saturday and sunday, dont be so busy, and have a nice relaxing time too, Kerija :-) I miss you already, although our last meeting is just about 11 hours ago. I think about you and look already forward to our next meeting and talks in live-casino. :-)
Good morning to all and a very special good morning to my favorite dealer Kerija :-) Well I know, exactly at the moment its not possible to her to read this here, because she has something very important to do at moment. But I will be sure she will read it later, and I hope with a big smile on her face :-)
Well its already winter time in my region, and with the temperature minus degrees, the snow is still in the trees....I looks really nice. Sadly its a little bit foggy today too, but I like it when its white outside especially in Advent season and Christmas time.
Well and today it was time to do some christma decoration also. I think our Santa Claus made out of wood looks really nice too :-) But there will be still a lot to do the next days especially when it will be time to bring the big christmas tree in the house and begin to decorate the tree.
Well now I wish everybody a very nice first Advent weekend and certainly especially for Kerija :-) I hope you will like to see the photos.
Well when I look at the clock, about one hour of your presentation is already over, but I still cross all fingers I have until 13.00 oclock your time. I wish you all the best, and I know you will do it very good, and I will see you at casino again with a big smile in your face and with the best mark you can get. Probably I was more nervous than you was, that everything went good :-)
Kerija have a nice relaxing time in the afternoon time too, a good start in the first Advent tomorrow. And I hope I will see you as soon as possible back in the casino. You know I miss you already after one minute when you leave the table :-)
Have a good time, miss you, and sending a big kiss from germany to you to Latvia Kerija :-)
Well I have heart, that there are some problems with seeing the photos I posted. So I will repeat it here.
Have everybody a good start in the new week. And a nice and interesting free day to you Kerija :-) Miss you, think about you, and I know I will see you soon again :-)
Hello to everybody and certainly to my favorite dealer Kerija :-) Well yesterday on tuesday it was a day that should never have been. But it has been. At work nothing went really good, and I was so glad to see you in evening time at the casino Kerija. But unfortunately to enjoy me time with you...my mood was not getting better. And you feel that and ask me if everything is ok with me. But instead of telling you the truth about my problems at work and my feelings and emotions about you, I only was saying "no, I will not explain it to you tonight". That was a big mistake, because I know you will listen to me every time, and can say everything to you. So I must apologize for my behavior yesterday. I am sorry Kerija. Excuse me.
Well today I feel much better, because already in the late evening time I had some nice tables with Kerija until the end of her peak-shift and today at her afternoon shift too. I explain everything to her and now I feel much better, and it was so nice to see her smiling again :-)
When I try to sleep yesterday I was thinking about something, how to show you Kerija, how important you are to me. And as I write you in chat already I will write it down here again too.
Someday
Sometimes I do miss you
Sometimes this is all
Sometimes I'm alone
and hit my head against the wall.
Sometimes I forget you
Sometimes I do not
Sometimes I take the train and go
to our secret spot.
Sometimes I do cry for you
and spill a thousand tears
Sometimes I know we'll meet again
even if in a thousand years.
As you know, these short sentences show all what I feel about you. You are a really good friend to me, and I hope it will be for a long long time in the future. Thank you for everything Kerija :-)
So everybody have a nice evening time, and especially Kerija enjoy your time after you finish your afternoon shift. You know, I will always think about you, miss you, and hope I will see you really soon again at casino. :-)
Hello everybody, and certainly a very special Hello to my favorite dealer Kerija :-)
Well today is a special today for Kerija and me, but let me start in december time 2011, so about one year ago.
I think I was at that time really a little bit disappointed, that two very nice dealers were leaving the casino again, and I was near not playing and talking here anymore. One day, I saw at the starting side of the live-dealers a new photo, and I remember, that I just was saying "Wow" to me. So I decide to join your table Kerija. When I remember right, the first time I was only watching and listening, I dont know if I was playing, perhaps I was too impressed and perplexed what I saw and hear. So I decide to come back on the next day, and after your always friendly "Hello new player superfcb, how are you?" I give myself a start and began talking and playing with you. And that was the best thing I could do. Well at the beginning everything begins slowly, some tables here, some tables there. I remember one day, when you Kerija was asking me about my real name, and I think that day was the day, that our friendship was starting on a new and higher level. Sure there were breaks too, for example when I was at academy for five weeks, or when there was holiday time, but I will say, since september 2012 I joined nearly every working shift of you Kerija, when it was possible for me. Sure with my working times too, there were days we did not meet, but all in all I must say, we meet several times a week :-) I think it was in august when I ask you Kerija, do you remember our first table? Well we both were not sure when it was exactly so we said lets had our first meeting on 15th of december 2011, because we both knew it was before christmas time. It was also in september time, when we both made our "12 points to do" autumn list. On this list everybody has 12 things he should do until 30th of november. It was always funny to talk about it and at the end there was a 9:9 draw :-) Well lets see what our winter or New Years list will let us do next year :-)
Well over the year I must say that there has developed a really big friendship between us. And to a good friendship does include, that there war some bad days too. Well I had this bad day about two weeks ago, but I already apologize for that.
Well and two days before our celebrating of our 1st anniversary the next bad thing happened. Nobody could do anything about it, but it happened. I dont want to talk about it now, I talked about it with you Kerija, but as you know my mood in evening time was really not good after what happened, and I feel that your mood was quite the same. There was a small distance between us. So at your break to your last table I write some things on my "Kerija-List" which I wanted to tell you on your last table before our 1st anniversary and before your freedays, But I could not, because the topic of the table was something else. I must confess that was really diappointing for me. I wanted to tell you so much. So I left the table with only some short wishes and some tears in my eyes. When I went to slept I was thinking: "Wow and now three or four days without Kerija and without knowing what she is thinking about me and the situation".
I dont slept very good that night and not for long time. But when I wake up I decide to me: Well I can have bad mood the hole weekend time, thats what I dont want, or I can do something:
Well I could not tell you Kerija, what I would like to tell you on your last table, so I tell you here and now as a surprise from me to you :-)
And one thing is sure: I dont want to celebrate our 1st anniversary with a bad feeling in me, and I hope you too, Kerija. So lets forget that not so nice things that happened the last two weeks, ok?
Well this sentences I would write to you on your last table, because it was night time already. They are from a famous austrian singer, its a really beautiful song, and I bring these sentences now to you: The song is called:
"Einen Stern, der Deinen Namen trägt" "A star which is bearing your name"
A star which is bearing your name
High on the firmament
That one I give to you tonight
A star which is bearing your name
Survives all times
And watches over our friendship
For one year I have been living with you already
And I thank God for this
That he gave you to me
As a memory of our life
I want to give you something today
A gift for eternity
Someday it is over
And in heaven there’s a place for us two
But your star remains above
For ever and ever
And even in a 1000 years
It will bear your name
And will still be the most beautiful of them all
A star which is bearing your name
High on the firmament
That one I give to you tonight
A star which is bearing your name
Survives all times
And watches over our friendship
(Wow, while I was writing some tears drop out of my eyes again)
Well Kerija, I think now its time to say thank you to you for one fabulous year with you. You always make me happy when I see you at the blackjack, baccarat, poker, or roulette table, and especially now on the New "Blue Table". You know I like you very much, propably even more, and you know that too. Your smile is always fantastic, you look always very nice and you even have earrings and your fingernails in one of my favorite coulours orange :-)
As you know its sometimes not easy for me when you left the table to go back to normal life at once, because my feelings and emotions about you are too strong. Sometimes that happens on table already too. Mostly its the time when I dont write to you, because I have to fight with myself a little bit. But everything is good, and you know I dont want to lose you. In this year you were a part of my life, and I hope you will it be in future too.
Well with over 1.100 kilometers away and only seeing you on my computer screen, its not easy for me to say, what is going on about your thoughts about me. Sometimes I am sitting here and thinking what will Kerija think at the moment: "Who is that guy in germany?" "Why did he choose me"? Well with all the talks and playing over the last year I feel that you Kerija like me too. And its always nice to hear nice words from you, too. And its always nice to hear, when other dealers tell you, that you must be so happy to have such a good friend in germany.
Well as you know, I was with you at your tables the last weeks really often. Sometimes I think by me, I only hope its not too often for you Kerija....
Well the song was one surprises, but I still have a second one :-) I have made a photo for our 1st anniversary, I hope you like it.
I will eat the cake in morning and afternoon time, and will think about you Kerija. You see today the sun was shining in my home town too :-) And I put on the photo a big "Danke" "Thank you" to you...and a big smiley, that you will always remember my smile, when I see you and when you see me :-) And I think in our talks I have send you more than 1000 smileys already :-)
By the way I hope you enjoy your free days in your native town, and there was some time to think about me too. Perhaps with a nice piece of cake :-)
By the way here is the Santa Claus and the calender which I gave to my workmates too :-) By the way on the calender the picture is taken on the highest hill in my region in wintertime, with the viewing tower. I think and hope you would like to look in and above my region from this viewing point. :-)
Wow I guess I have wrote a lot now. And it does not matter that I spend my friday afternoon and now, after I watch the 1:1 draw of my football team, the evening time with writing this and making the photos. These about four hours was is always worth. And this has to be, to show you Kerija, that you are a really nice, beautiful and intelligent woman and an important person for me. Stay the way you are, and I hope we will have a lot of really good time together at casino in our 2nd year :-) You do a really great job there. You know I am still hoping that you will be "The dealer of the week" :-) And you know, I am still dreaming of drinking a cup of coffee with you and doing a nice walk, perhaps through our winter wonderland or only writing some private messages. If only a dream can come true one time.
I wish you all the best for your time at university, the time with your family, the time with your friends and of course still a long time here in the casino. I hope you will visit germany again. Be sure that I will support Dinamo Riga as much as you do, and I wish you that you can go to arena as soon as possible. Have a nice Advent Season and Christmas time too and already now a good start in 2013. Stay safe and I hope you dont will forget me, even one time we cannot be together anymore.
It would be nice if you would tell me, why you enjoy playing and talking with me too, and I would ask you for to be honest on things you dont like on me at all :-) And if there is something else, you want to tell me, feel free to do it.
I miss you, I think of you, and hope to see you soon Kerija. I send a big 1st anniversary kiss to you my darling :-) and a big embrace :-)
Someone?!?
I heard someone whisper your name,
but when I turned around,
to look who it was,
I notice I was alone!
Then I realize it was my heart telling me that I
MISS YOU Kerija!!!
Many greetings from snowwhite germany to everybody and to my sweetheart Kerija :-)
Well its after midnight now in germany, so in Latvia its already one hour later, but now I can post this here. Its our day now Kerija :-) 15th of december.
Hope you enjoy our 1st aniversary too. A final tear drops out of my eyes down to my cheek and then onto my clothes and a smile comes over my face and I send this smile to you Kerija. :-)
Good morning to all and especially to my favorite dealer Kerija :-)
Only four days to go to Christmas Eve, and I think its time for some special words to you Kerija
"Thank you" is a pretty word,
in all languages, and on every place.
A small word, but with big energy,
that creates hope and trust.
It shows that somebody thinks of us,
and presents the most beautiful smile to us.
With that words I want to say thank you to you Kerija, for the nice time I can spend with you at casino. Your are beautiful and your smile makes me smile too. I hope you will have some very nice Christmas days. In my thoughts I will be with you in Latvia, and I hope you will think about me in a quiet moment too.
As I promise I will show my christmas tree to you, and the gift I would give to you, if only I could do. I hope you would like the earrings, and if it would be possible you would wear them in casino for me.
Kerija, I hope you enjoy your really nice freedays. I think of you, I miss you, I send a big kiss to you and I hope you know already something too:
Kerija, I really like you very much.
Happy Christmas to everybody and especially to you Kerija :-) See you soon.
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