Originally Posted by
Bummy
Yes you are right. She is not more a dealer and iam very disappointed. Over years she promised me to tell when she is leaving. Last time i aked her after Sandra left and she was telling me again: Dont worry i will tell you. I kept all the years the faith, the loyality to her. Never did anything bad to her. She was always friendly to me. And she told me that she like me. No other dealer did it before. Was it all just acting??? Iam very disappointed. I told her sometimes, also after Sandra left the Casino, that there are no doubts, when she dont like a Video i will not record one. There was no reason to dont tell it me. Fester dont tell me it was the last table why she changed her mind. It was her absolute last table in her life and the probability was over 95% that i dont join this table. It was just an coincidence. Iam sure she knew that i like her. Of course i liked her. I think i met her on 99 percent of her working days. Minimum one table each day. I think thats a record so for. Of course she was never my number one. But also she was never at the end. I think a place 5 or 10 of maybe 2000 till 3000 Dealers so far is a very good place. Or do you think i would meet a dealer on every on her working days and i dont like her. I think i didnt deserved this leaving without telling it me. Till 5 minutes ago i was totaly sure that she doesnt left. But now i know it better and know that another Player was knowing it and the Player who she liked (her own words) didnt knew it.
OMG i still cannot believe it. She was so friendly, she was always so happy when i joined her table. She told me that she like me. She was always trying to cheer me up when i was sad. She promised me to tell me when she leave. And now i hear or read that unclefester was knowing it the whole day or maybe days before that she will leave. And me she told nothing. Was she all the time acting to me????????? And dont try to kill my complaint with the words dont make Drama again. What Drama. Maybe it would be ok when she had tell nobody that she will leave or when she tell me after i asked her the last time some days ago: Sorry Bummy but i cannot tell it you. But another Player knew it and me after all These years not. Sorry but i dont understand it. And iam sure some Dealers when they read it here they dont understand Natalija as well. Maybe not "The dealer" and "the other dealer" because i think to know who is behind the nicknames. But a lot of Dealers will understand me when they read it here. Iam sure.
Why all These Mobbings. Maybe its better to send me an secret message to Skype or YouTube with an hidden Sender that i dont know who it was. Write me in it that i should leave the Casino. I have no Problems with it and i think it would be the more easier way than plan such Mobbing Actions against me. This here was the maximum punishment. Because i never thought that she will go this way. I thought i have found a Little circle of Dealers whom i can totaly trust. But now iam totaly disappointed. I was again wrong. Why have you done it Natalija. Never, never in a nightmare i have expected it from you. Again i was misled from a lovely dealer. From now i will never trust a dealer anymore. Never expected that Nata could do this. Not after all these years as a nice chatbuddy. Iam writing this message for hours now but i still cannot believe it. She did so much for me. She always Show me that she like me. And now this. Whhyyyy NATA??????? Why have you disappoint me so much????? Nata dont make it more worse when you are telling now, we almost never talked together. Thats bare scorn, not true, unfair and make me sad. You know thats not true. When you are honest you know how often i joined your tables. Each shift we met Minimum one time and you have promised me to tell it me. Last time end of march. Be honest, which Players joined your tables more often and longer in total time. Make a list with whom you talked and saw often. In all list you must concede that iam on the first places. Please dont say this. Be honest. And btw unclefester was more than 12 months no second in the Casino. In all this time we talked a lot. Him you told your plans. Me not.
. My life is now divided into 2 parts: before and after.
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